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Clean Program // Week 1

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I had been hearing about The Clean Program for awhile. When I saw friends preparing to start the cleanse for a second time, I was convinced that the results must be worth it.

Over the last few years, I completed a Whole 30 program, I tried a Ketogenic diet for awhile, and most recently I embarked on a mostly raw, vegan lifestyle. My mostly raw, vegan lifestyle has been the best thing that I’ve done in terms of diet and I plan to stick with it for the rest of my life. However, after the holidays, I really slipped away a lot and mostly turned into about-half-the-time at best. I’ve been in a slump in terms of health and my main purpose for the cleanse was to get back on track and reset my body.

The Clean Program has a few focuses. Each day you have 3 meals — a shake for breakfast, a Clean-approved lunch, and a shake for dinner. During the cleanse, you leave a 12-hour window between the last thing you eat or drink and the first you take in. This sends the body a signal to go into deep detox mode. Your body knows that from 8PM to 8AM, it’s time to clean house. You also take several supplements each day, at each meal.

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It’s a simple and easy-to-follow program. Presently I am on Day 11. I’ve stuck to the program nearly exclusively, with the exception of the weekend where I went off track slightly and had one cheat meal and a few glasses of wine between Friday and Saturday night. I am not beating myself up over the slip-up and instead I am focused on completing the remainder of the program to the best of my ability.

With that said, I’ve already experienced a lot of good through the program. I am sleeping more deeply. I have more energy, although admittedly I am missing my daily caffeinated tea. I have lost 6 pounds. And I am less bloated. I’ve also started exercising a little bit again, after a long-hiatus.

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To help me kick off the cleanse, I kept a little journal each morning on days two through five. You can read my entries below.

Day 2: Tuesday, January 16th

It’s 8:19 am on Tuesday morning, the second day of my 21-Day Clean Program. I feel good. I don’t feel hungry or lethargic or any of the negative/detox reactions that I have felt on cleanses previously. It’s very early so they may come yet. If I do feel any difference at this point, it is some additional mental clarity. I am not sure if it is an actual side effect or if the program is making me more mindful in general, but either way, I appreciate the increased mental clarity. I usually feel foggy in the mornings until I have a cup of caffeinated tea. But I’ve had no tea this morning and I woke up feeling very clear-headed and ready to begin the day and be productive.

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Yesterday went well for the most part. I followed the program all day, except that I did eat a few spoonfuls of the homemade macaroni & cheese that I made the kids for dinner. In hindsight, I am disappointed that I did it, but I am not going to beat myself up. The more important matter is why did I do it? I think it was stress at the end of the day, I was exhausted and overwhelmed, knowing that I had yet to get through dinner and bath time and bedtime. I am certain that this cleanse will show me just how often I eat something unhealthy not because I am hungry but because I am stressed.

Once again, I am giving myself grace, but I am also going to be more aware going forward. I will likely be tempted to eat whatever the kids are eating for dinner again today, so I will be prepared this time by making myself a cup of lavender tea to sip on while I prepare and serve their dinner.

I also started the “7 Days of Calm” program on the Calm App this morning. It was a simple 3 minute meditation on breathing and focusing. I plan to do the exercise each morning. Mornings are always hectic with three little ones running around and my big to-do list looming; but I am confident taking this time each morning to get my mind right will pay off.

Day 3: Wednesday, January 17th

The remainder of yesterday went well. It’s surprising to me that I haven’t felt hungry yet. I am eating way less than usual. I wonder if it has to do with all of the nutrition packed into the Clean Program shakes and supplements. I have, however, started to have cravings, mostly for cheese & potatoes — my two biggest weaknesses.

I have also found that I am drinking a lot more than usual, which is a good thing. Since I am not constantly shoving food in my mouth I am really noticing when I am thirsty and staying hydrated. I have a little paper taped up by my water filter to keep track of how many glasses of water I am drinking each day, aiming for at least 8.

I blended this morning’s shake with half an avocado, a scoop of raw cacao, a handful of frozen blueberries, and a handful of raw cashews. It was so good, but now I am so full!

I’ve been weighing myself each morning, which is probably not the best idea, but the initial weight loss that always comes at the beginning of a cleanse is so motivating. A little over 3 pounds down in just a couple of days. Weight loss wasn’t my main reason for doing this cleanse — resetting my body and getting back on track with my mostly raw, vegan lifestyle was — but it’s a nice side effect for sure. 😉

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Day 4: Thursday, January 18th

I lost another pound as of this morning. I am down 4.2 pounds in 4 days which is interesting but not uncommon for cleanses.

I had another good day yesterday with the exception of sneaking about 6 tater tots off of the kids dinner plates. What is it with me and the kids’ dinner!? It’s such a stressful point in the day for me when I am completely exhausted but still faced with all of the chores that I need to get done before bedtime. Once again, I am not going to beat myself up, upward & onward.

I am not experiencing many detox symptoms yet at all. Overall, I feel good, but not much different than usual. I am hoping to see an increase in energy soon. I’ve given up caffeine on the program and I am sorely missing my mid-afternoon tea fix. I’m slightly less bloated than usual, which is to be expected.

I was extremely tempted to have a glass of wine last night. I also have some social occasions coming up this weekend that will involve drinking. I am trying to figure out if I should stick strictly to the program or allow myself to have 1 or 2 drinks. I haven’t made up my mind yet. Pros and cons either way, I suppose. Although at the moment I am leaning toward staying strict. My willpower is about to take a big test. We’ll see.

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Day 5: Friday, January 19th

Yesterday, I finally started to experience a new detox symptom, a change in my digestion. This is may be a little TMI, but it’s important to discuss digestive health, uncomfortable though it may be. I usually have a bowel movement once a day, in the morning. Even before the cleanse I ate a mostly vegetarian, high-fiber, high-raw content diet; so being regular and going once a day, in the morning, wasn’t an issue for me. However, since starting the cleanse, I find that I am going twice or even three times in a day.

Other than the digestive changes, I don’t have much else to report. I am down 5.6 pounds. I am also seeing a big difference in my face, I’m a lot less bloated than I was before and my face looks less tired. I also think that I am sleeping more deeply at night. However, I am also sleeping a little less because I have to get up to use the bathroom since I am drinking so much during the day.

I had my first social drinking temptation yesterday and I managed to stay true to the program. I’ll have a bigger temptation tomorrow, and I still haven’t decided how I will handle it. It’s a girl’s night with some ladies that I’ve been wanting to spend time with for, literally, years. I want to have fun and relax. Yet, I am determined and enjoying the cleanse. I don’t want to mess it up. Once again, time will tell!


After Day 5, I stopped journaling as my entries were getting redundant. My detox symptoms have been fairly minimal because I already eat very clean. All of the things that I am eating on the cleanse are things that I already eat every day. However, the real benefits of the program are happening for me internally. With less energy dedicated to digesting and assimilating poor-quality foods, my body is redirecting its energy towards improving inner health. I am also experiencing a lot of “emotional symptoms” that I am not ready to speak on yet, as I am still processing them.

Today is my fourth day of Week 2 of my cleanse and I am excited to see my continued progress and to work though the next phases of this journey with strength and grace. I will update again soon. If you have any questions for me, leave them in the comments and I will address them in my next update.

If you are interested in trying out the program, use my referral link and you will get $50 off of your purchase.

Wishing you health & happiness–

Side note: This is not a sponsored post. I paid for this product and I have no affiliation with The Clean Program. Always consult your professional healthcare provider before making any changes to your diet or lifestyle.

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    Review: The Power of Now

    The Power of Now had been on my “to-read” list for years when, by a stroke of fate, a dear friend offered to lend me her audio copy. Based on my general understanding of the book and its content (prior to reading it) I felt that I would enjoy it; however, I was completely unprepared for the way that the book would speak to me, transform my perspective, and change my life.

    The Unreal Past & Future

    In The Power of Now, we learn that to live in the future or the past is to suffer. The only way to exist in true harmony is to live in the now. After all, the past is not real, the future is not real. The past and the future only exist in our minds.

    When I first heard this concept I refused to believe or comprehend it. Of course my past is real, I thought. Of course my future is real, too. How dare someone suggest that it is not? My ego lashed out; but then I thought more about it. I listened, opened my mind, and realized that it was true. I am going to ask you to walk through an exercise with me to help you understand.

    Let’s recall a memory in which you are eating something. Let’s say, for example, it’s a hot summer day and you’re licking an ice cream cone. Now, where ever you are—right now, present moment, not in the memory—I’d like you to stick your finger right into the ice cream and then throw it to the floor. Can you do that? Can you touch that ice cream cone from your memory? No, of course you can’t (unless you’re on hallucinogenics but that’s another story).

    The fact is that right now you can not touch that ice cream cone and therefore it is not real. It may seem real in your memory—in your mind—but it is not really “real”…not here, not now, not in existence. It is only a memory and it only exists in your mind.

    This principle is also true for the future. Imagine any future scenario in your mind. You win the lottery. You get fired from your job. You purchase a house. You fall off of a cliff. You can play each of those scenes out in your head. You can fill in as much detail as you like. You can mentally experience the future, but the truth remains that the future scenario isn’t “real”. You can’t actually reach out and touch anything in the future right now. The future only exists in your mind.

    When I finally grasped this concept I was shocked & amazed. It seems simple, but somehow I had been missing it for my entire life! To me, the past and the future were as real as the present. The past happened to me. The future was going to happen to me. I held on to these concepts for dear life. But then I realized the truth… the past and the present are not that important. They’re not even real. They are only in my head.

    You might be feeling a bit angry right now. (I know because I was at this point.) You might be thinking, How dare you claim that my past is not real? I’ve suffered, I’ve lived, I’ve triumphed, I’ve done X, Y, and Z. And my future, that is real too! I am going to do things 1, 2, 3, and so on!

    Your Ego Feeds on the Past & Future

    Well, my friend, I am not sorry to break it to you. That voice of anger is fueled by fear and the fear is coming from your ego.

    For your entire life, your ego has been calling the shots. He rules you by fear—fear over your past and fear over your future. So long as you believe in the reality of your past and your future, your ego has control over you. It uses every thing that ever happened in the past against you. It uses everything that you hope to happen in the future against you.

    There is only one way to overcome your ego and that is to live completely in the now. Let go of the past and the future. Be fully present in this moment.

    It is not easy. You’ve spent your entire life ruled by your ego, living in the past and present. But while it’s not easy, it is possible. It’s entirely possible for you to begin living entirely in the present moment, entirely in peace, love, & light, entirely free from the chains of your ego.

    The Power of Now is an excellent book and if you truly listen to every word and practice its teachings in your daily life, you will succeed. It has been quite a journey for me already and I’ve only been on it for a few weeks now! I am experiencing life in ways that I never dreamed possible. You can do it, too.

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    Here are some of my favourite pieces from The Power of Now along with my interpretations of each.

    You have it already. You just can’t feel it because your mind is making too much noise.
    Eckhart Tolle tells us that that many people ask him to “give” them his gift. His response is always the same, You already have it.

    This is entirely true. Each of us already has the immense power of now within. Tolle nor anyone else can “give” that to us—but what he can do (and does in the book) is to show you how to harness the power in your own life.

    Not to be able to stop thinking is a dreadful affliction; but we don’t realize it because almost everyone is suffering from it. So, it is considered normal.
    After reading (listening to) The Power of Now, I realized that yes, the modern human being is suffering from a debilitating disease: compulsive over thinking.

    It is so obvious to me now! How many millions of people are suffering from anxiety, depression, and so on? Most of these individuals are suffering as such simply because of compulsive over thinking.

    When we stop our compulsive, ego-driven thoughts, we live in harmony. Sadly, however, most people just don’t know how to stop those thoughts.

    We must become the silent observer, as Tolle describes in the book. The first step to overcoming the compulsive thoughts is to recognize them, to be the silent observer of your mind.

    To see, but not see. To hear, but not hear.
    Have you ever had a moment, an hour, or a day where you were entirely mindless?

    For example, you are driving along the road completely spaced out from reality and suddenly you “wake up” and you don’t know where your head has been for some stretch of time. You know that you must have been seeing and aware, because you didn’t crash your vehicle. But you weren’t really there. You were seeing but not seeing.

    Another example, you are in conversation with a friend or loved one and you begin zoning out. You hear words coming out of her mouth, but when she finally stops talking, you realize that you have no idea what she just said. You were listening, but you weren’t really there. You were hearing but not hearing.

    This is what it means to see, but not see; to hear, but not hear. It is living life in an unconscious state, on autopilot. Most likely you are daydreaming about the unreal past or future. You can overcome this state of nothingness and time wasting by harnessing the power of now and being fully present in each moment.

    Humanity is under great pressure to evolve because it is the only chance for the survival of our species.
    “Humanity is under great pressure to evolve because it is our only chance of survival as a race. This will affect every aspect of your life and close relationships in particular. Never before have relationships been as problematic and conflict ridden as they are now. As you may continue to pursue the goal of salvation through a relationship, you will be disillusioned again and again. But if you accept that the relationship is here to make you conscious instead of happy, then the relationship will offer you salvation, and you will be aligning yourself with the higher consciousness that wants to be born into this world. For those who hold to the old patterns, there will be increasing pain, violence, confusion, and madness.”

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    I could write ten posts about The Power of Now and I would only begin to scratch the surface. The book is extremely intensive. Tolle’s language is thick and weighted with meaning. The content is formatted as question and answer for the sake of clarity—but it is still heavy reading. As I mentioned earlier, I listened to the audio book and I would highly recommend this format. I have heard that reading the text can be confusing and I can understand why.

    The audio book does span several hours, but it is entirely worth every moment. If you can not afford to buy the audio book, you should consider borrowing it from your local library.

    If you decide to read or have read this book, I would love to hear your thoughts. Whether or not you decide to, I hope that you will consider the ideas that I have shared in this post.

    Thinking about being somewhere else uses up your precious, present moments. Be here now. —Wayne Dyer

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    The Journey

    by Mary Oliver

    One day you finally knew
    what you had to do, and began,
    though the voices around you
    kept shouting
    their bad advice–
    though the whole house
    began to tremble
    and you felt the old tug
    at your ankles.
    “Mend my life!”
    each voice cried.
    But you didn’t stop.
    You knew what you had to do,
    though the wind pried
    with its stiff fingers
    at the very foundations,
    though their melancholy
    was terrible.
    It was already late
    enough, and a wild night,
    and the road full of fallen
    branches and stones.
    But little by little,
    as you left their voices behind,
    the stars began to burn
    through the sheets of clouds,
    and there was a new voice
    which you slowly
    recognized as your own,
    that kept you company
    as you strode deeper and deeper
    into the world,
    determined to do
    the only thing you could do–
    determined to save
    the only life you could save.

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    Dear Friends,

    Tonight I simply want to remind you that every journey starts with a single step.

    Love,
    Dena

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